18.11.2011
First time ever, I burst into tears in front of her. Cover up my face with both hands and cry loudly.
She curiously pull off my hand, but I cover my face again…. Then, off she goes and playing by herself, with my hand phone ( I no longer have the energy to stop her) ….
She does not want to wear diaper, keep walking around and throw away those diapers on the selves.
She grabs my spectacle and pee 3 times on the floor.
Looking at all these mess, I could not stop crying, while she is still that curious and wondering what am I doing….
Hungry stomach but am exhausted to cook. Hubby coming home soon and lunch is not yet ready.
I cry helplessly over the phone when he calls. And within 20 minutes, he is back to settle everything…of course, back to work again after I calm down.
The same evening, hubby told me what he over heard on our neighbours’ conversation:
Old lady: I am very kek sim…The 2 kids are now having their school holidays.
Lady: Just send them to tuition center.
Old lady: Already sending them over. Now the tuition center is having 1 week holiday.
Lady: Aiya… No need to be worry… Tomorrow I bring you to Raja Uda eat holiao…
New thought after listening:
It is not about kia su, but kia luan / kia chuan.
Sending kids to tuition center so that the care giver could take a break, at least for few hours.
Will I send her to nursery or tuition center?
Hmm… still NOPE!