Category: 心情

I am quite clear that my purpose of life is to make you three happy life, and to up bring both of them to be useful person in future. I foresee with the knowledge gather along the way, i suppose I would have to give back to the society in education somewhere along in future if financially and every other circumstances avail.

I think it is fate that Ning and Jing came to our life, it is fate that we get to know waldorf. It is fate that you get to be a homeschool mother. It is fate that you get to learn this education in various way, knowing ppl like teacher lin, teacher wang, carrie, Mrs M, etc
there is no way to solve history, only way is to build future.

Teach the kids to be a better person. Teach them how to figure out what is wrong and what is right.

10-10-2017

Yesterday evening, when I was going to leave the house (told Jing that abt it during dinner time), he started to cry and at the same time trying hard to calm himself down （he also telling us he could sleep alone and does not need my hubby to accompany him).
After I left, he was standing at the gate and sobbing and repeatedly saying “妈妈，我真的真的很爱你. 妈妈回来。” 😓
My hubby and Ning playing congkak in living room while waiting for him to calm down (they offered to carry him but he rejected).
After 30 mins, he calmed down and walked into the living room and played congkak with them.
This morning, after he woke up, he said to me “妈妈，你说你九点回来，我昨天等到九点一个字，你都没有回来啊！” he was in fresh and good mood. 😅

This is the message my hubby texted to me on 9-10-2017.
Drinking milk now. You enjoy your night la. Knowing there is someone loving you so deep. ❤

昨天的狂哭，让我精疲力尽。

刚刚我问他，这只是我自己一个人的梦吗？

他说，是的。

我问，你没有梦吗？跟Daphne一样。

他说，不一样。我在做着我的梦想。我的梦想就是和你一起。我的梦想就是帮你完成你的梦想。

我摸了摸他的背说，这就是你和其他人不一样。

我们家的汽车，无数次地在垂死前把我们安全地送到目的地或则我们家。

为了再次拯救它，老公还千里迢迢地把它送去Sungai Petani 维修再一家四口搭巴士，坐渡轮等，把它接回来。

可惜，那只是昙花一现，它似乎已经完成它这十年来的使命。

我为了不要老公再伤神破费，就命令老公把汽车废掉。

傍晚，老公收拾着车里的物品，我问他，“你是不是舍不得？”

他幽幽地点点头说，“因为Savvy 陪我们走过了无数的日子，从新婚，怀孕，生子，一家四口出游等，这些都是我们美好的回忆。”

我眼泪在眼眶打滚。我当然明白老公的心情啊。我何尝不是这么想？

谢谢你，有灵性的Savvy!