Category: 心情

I am quite clear that my purpose of life is to make you three happy life, and to up bring both of them to be useful person in future. I foresee with the knowledge gather along the way, i suppose I would have to give back to the society in education somewhere along in future if financially and every other circumstances avail.

I think it is fate that Ning and Jing came to our life, it is fate that we get to know waldorf. It is fate that you get to be a homeschool mother. It is fate that you get to learn this education in various way, knowing ppl like teacher lin, teacher wang, carrie, Mrs M, etc
there is no way to solve history, only way is to build future.

Teach the kids to be a better person. Teach them how to figure out what is wrong and what is right.

10-10-2017

Yesterday evening, when I was going to leave the house (told Jing that abt it during dinner time), he started to cry and at the same time trying hard to calm himself down （he also telling us he could sleep alone and does not need my hubby to accompany him).
After I left, he was standing at the gate and sobbing and repeatedly saying “妈妈，我真的真的很爱你. 妈妈回来。” 😓
My hubby and Ning playing congkak in living room while waiting for him to calm down (they offered to carry him but he rejected).
After 30 mins, he calmed down and walked into the living room and played congkak with them.
This morning, after he woke up, he said to me “妈妈，你说你九点回来，我昨天等到九点一个字，你都没有回来啊！” he was in fresh and good mood. 😅

This is the message my hubby texted to me on 9-10-2017.
Drinking milk now. You enjoy your night la. Knowing there is someone loving you so deep. ❤

昨天的狂哭，让我精疲力尽。

刚刚我问他，这只是我自己一个人的梦吗？

他说，是的。

我问，你没有梦吗？跟Daphne一样。

他说，不一样。我在做着我的梦想。我的梦想就是和你一起。我的梦想就是帮你完成你的梦想。

我摸了摸他的背说，这就是你和其他人不一样。