{"id":351,"date":"2011-11-24T06:39:40","date_gmt":"2011-11-24T06:39:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/?p=351"},"modified":"2011-11-24T06:39:40","modified_gmt":"2011-11-24T06:39:40","slug":"so-i-am-not-having-depression-la","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/?p=351","title":{"rendered":"So, I am not having depression la??"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">18.11.2011<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>First time ever, I burst into tears in front of her. Cover up my face with both hands and cry loudly.<\/p>\n<p>She curiously pull off my hand, but I cover my face again&#8230;. Then, off she goes and playing by herself, with my hand phone ( I no longer have the energy to stop her) &#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>She does not want to wear diaper, keep walking around and throw away those diapers on the\u00a0selves.<\/p>\n<p>She grabs my spectacle and pee 3 times on the floor.<\/p>\n<p>Looking at all these mess, I could not stop crying, while she is still that curious and wondering what am I doing&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Hungry stomach but am exhausted to cook. Hubby coming home soon and lunch is not yet ready.<\/p>\n<p>I cry helplessly over the phone when he calls. And within 20 minutes, he is back to settle everything&#8230;of course, back to work again after I calm down.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The same evening, hubby told me what he over heard on our neighbours&#8217; conversation:<\/p>\n<p><strong>Old lady:<\/strong> I am very kek sim&#8230;The 2 kids are now having their school holidays.<\/p>\n<p><strong><strong>Lady:<\/strong><\/strong> Just send them to tuition center.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Old lady:<\/strong> Already sending them over. Now the tuition center is having 1 week holiday.<\/p>\n<p><strong><strong>Lady: <\/strong><\/strong>Aiya&#8230; No need to be worry&#8230; Tomorrow I bring you to Raja Uda eat holiao&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">New thought after listening:<\/span><\/p>\n<p>It is not about kia su, but kia luan \/ kia chuan.<\/p>\n<p>Sending kids to tuition center so that the care giver could take a break, at least for few hours.<\/p>\n<p>Will I send her to nursery or tuition center?<\/p>\n<p>Hmm&#8230; still NOPE!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>18.11.2011 First time ever, I burst into tears in front of her. Cover up my face with both hands and cry loudly. She curiously pull off my hand, but I cover my face again&#8230;. Then, off she goes and playing by herself, with my hand phone ( I no longer have the energy to stop [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-351","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotion"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/351","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=351"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/351\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":363,"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/351\/revisions\/363"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=351"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=351"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huiandpooi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=351"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}